School...don't know what to say

Throughly Confused

2005-11-14T18:11:00.000-08:00

WHAT THE F*** IS GOING ON?????!!!!!!! the first thing i realised when i switched on my computer, was that... ALL the websites i NORMALLY visited were in japanese.
FREAKIN' HELL!
and if that didn't suck enough, i had to stay a whole 15 days in the hellhole known as a hospital PLUS 2 operations performed on me in which i always ended up having a tube stuck outta me draining blood from me into a flask.I would then have to stay in bed for at least 2 days with a needle stuck into my hand, a tube which sucked greenish liquid outta my stomach, the 'NG drain' as they call it, -bloodsucking f@rker- and a catheter. even AFTER all the tubes (excluding the drips) came out, i would then have to go without proper food for 3 days. Imagine this whole f**cking process being repeated TWICE on you. WTF?!
Now that i'm home, i can't even run without the wounds hurting.ARGH.
My grades sucked like shit as well. Although they weren't the worst in the cohort, they weren't even average either. I WAS BELOW THE FREAKIN' MEDIAN!!!
Urgh. Better buck up next year. Mug like nothing.Sci.Also found out that NO ONE can slck in JC1. Why? Cos' if you do, and your grades aren't good, you won't be able to get an 'S Paper'
-YET ANOTHER EXAM- which would affect your chances of applying for a scholarship.WTH????!??!?!?
The bad news I've received so far has TOTALLY wrecked my school holidays. The operations prevented me from going to New Zealand, as well as training, as well as, eating laksa, as well as.... and the list goes on...
yeppyepp, i guess i have FINALLY finished blabbering. Sorry for the 'stagnating' was just too lazy to update... heh...yepyep okies buaiz!

SIGH.

2005-08-09T06:46:00.000-07:00

Phew... the darned geography test is FINALLY over. I can rest. in. peace. NOT.
I have another test coming up! AHHHHHHHHH bio... Though i have to admit that the subject in itself isin't such a bad thing... but the very thought of failing a test gives me the shivers. i totally can't believe i FAILED my history test. i got only like...40% wth? Yea. Oh wells... probably cos i didn't study. I simply cannot imagine the marks i'm gonna get for the geog test. geog is my most HATED subject...if I already failed an 'okay' subject like history... what the heck would geog be like? I'm getting soooooo confused with monosaccharides... bile... proteins...lipase... and whatnot. THEORY SUCKS. It's serious shit. Practical is far better. I suddenly feel guilty. I should be studying bio instead of blogging! wth?!
Oh wells. I DO HAVE tomorrow. [me=procrastinator] Listening to rainbow now. by Ayumi. Weird songs she got there. Give me the creeps. I totally screwed things up today. Tried to get vanessa and shan zhi to talk... they ended up in awkward silence. Tried [once again] to study without getting distracted by the computer. I'm currently reading fanfics. lame huh? yea.
Sheesh this entry's depressing. I shall stop writing HERE.

lots.of.@#$%$^%$#^^&&^%@#!!!%$%^$* HOMEWORK!!!!

2005-07-19T03:42:00.000-07:00

AHHHHHHHHHH.SOOO MUCH HOMWORK!!!! Sheesh... school started three weeks ago... (i'm sure many people would know this...) BUT the homework's only starting to pile this week! *sigh* Oh well, suppose that's what you get for being in the top school... hmzzz I think that it's because I've been slacking a lot... watching too much Inuyasha...heheh... on volume 9 now....so close to success! It ends in the 14th volume.YAYY!!! You can't imagine how happy I am.
You muct be thinking...[Why don't you just stop watching???] Well, I htink I'm hooked on it... yes... I know... THAT"S SOOO WRONG!!! Oh well.I won't try to change who I am*hee hee*
BACK TO SLACKING

I failed my formative geography test!! AH!!!! I can't believe I failed!!! I've never failed any tests in my whole life!!! I'd better get studying... heard the tests are three weeks away. AH!!!! I shall die from fear of failure.

Ok... shall end here...better get studying....

PRAYER : Heavenly Father... please oh Lord... please help me oh lord.. please help me to change ... to become more hardworking... and more willing to learn
please help me to forever seek to quench the unquenchable thirst for knowledge. Please oh Lord... Please...CHANGE ME.

In Jesus' most powerful, and mighty name, I pray in, AMEN

Hope HE hears me...

...sad...

2005-06-19T00:04:00.000-07:00

I'm sooooooo pissed! Can't seem to find ANY free Inuyasha epidsode downloads on the net !!! One of my friends told me that there were Free Shaman King downloads in animesuki [looked like a german website] . Couldn't find them either... *sigh*
It's such a pity... none of the Inuyasha blogskins are nice, and I don't know how to make a blogskin!!! Hmmph... shall try ....
Feel like crying.... _________ just told me that __ _____ ________!!!!!! AND __ was my _________ !!!!! Wah Lau....
Anyway, just found out that Zijie likes Jacqueline!!! So exciting!! Wheeeee....
ME = GOSSIP QUEEN haha.
Holidays are coming to an end... better finish my remaining pieces of homework. Which is a loooooooott! *sigh*
[ I have absolutely NO idead what the heck we're supposed to do for chinese!]

We haven't even come up with the task list for the literature PT yet.

Hurt my arm while playing softball Wahhhhhhhhhh ... Hurts alot when I throw. Probably cos' I'm doing it wrongly. CHANGE _______ change!!!!

Things on list I've yet to do :

-Go Ice Skating!!!! [hope mum'll bring me there.SOON.]

Nothing much to write about this week.BORING.

STAGNANT

2005-06-17T02:10:00.000-07:00

Yea yea, I know that I haven't been posting in a while... heheh. Sorry? Busy catching up with homework. Church Camp was fun!!! skipping sermons... playing in the pool... unearthing secrets.... Wanna go again sometime soon! The best thing was... I experienced a revived friendship! with Theo and Isaiah. It was so much fun greeting my 'sister' [isaiah] haha. Never knew Joel liked Hannah! She's THREE years older than him!!!! AND Joash likes Bernice! She's only in p 4 !!!!! EEESH my friends have such weird taste.
Can't believe I got tricked into believing that I saiah's crush's phone no. was ordreee's!!!!! AHHHH
HE SHALL DIE.

That didn't sound like me right? That wasn't, GREETINGS EARTHLINGS that was I, zenon z4 of the galactic tribe zebra2. I've invaded the body of this human entity. Pathetic race, all of you shall be powerless against or forces. Surrender now, and spare yourself the suffering.
MUAHAHAHAHAHAH
[not]

Bleagh.

2005-05-28T00:07:00.000-07:00

Hello.It's me again!!!
What a dumb sentence.Who else?This IS my blog.hahas.dumb me.K.Whatever.
I feel sooooooo relieved.The school holidays are FINALLY here.Giving me time to rest and (hopefully) rejuvenate.Though I think that that is highly impossible.Being a student of _______ _______ _________ ______(the blanks do not correspond with the number of letters in my school's name SO don't even try deciphering it.), we are very involved in activities organised in the school.Not that it's a bad thing but, I don't know, I just don't think I'll be able to find the time to rest.OK...maybe I'll just shut up.On that topic.

Oh yah, another thing that went horrendously wrong.Me being sick.With a sore throat.AND green mucus and phlegm.My family planned on going on the church camp organised by well... my church. At this horribly slow rate of recovery that I'm erm...recovering at, I doubt I'll be able to go.In which is something that has never happened to me in the _______ years of my life!
I DO NOT want to be stuck in my aunt's house sulking and coughing while my parents, grandmother, AND brother are having a good time.Not that my Aunt's house is a disgusting nor torturous place to be in/at, but (obviously) I just don't want to be missing out on all the fun!
Once again I have decided that I want to SHUT UP.On yet another (crappy) topic.

NEXT TOPIC.mmmm what shall I "talk" about?

thinking.
thinking.
thinking.
thinking.
thinking.
about to give up.
about to give up.
(like the previous line)
just thought of something.

Just got to know a new boy this week. Haven't chatted about much lately.Not that I have known him for a very long time or anything.(OK WRONG TOPIC)

I've just picked up a book from my cousin's house.Erm...no this is not about the (male) cousin.It's about the BOOK.
Think a lot of people should have heard of it.THE HITCH HIKER'S GUIDE TO THE GALAXY. A trilogy of four.Sounds utterly ridiculous doesn't it?IT IS. Though I thoroughly enjoy it. Haven't finished it yet. Currently on the first sequel.(the restaurant at the nd of the universe)
You should try reading it.(bloody)Good stuff.haha.shhhhhh

OK all good things come to an end.Not that my entry has anything good in it, but hey, it's advertising.I think.
Anyways the full stop of this sentence marks the end of this entry ,GOOD BYE.

AH.Epitaxy.whatever that is.

2005-05-25T04:23:00.000-07:00

I AM SOOOOOO DEAD.Sophia and Joanna are gonna eat me up!I haven't checked my Yahoo! mail in days.When I checked today, it was FILLED.119 messages in all.And honestly, I didn't have a clue what the hell was going on.I haven't submitted the preferences.I haven't even decided.I'm gonna fail my geog.AND my chinese PT.
But hey guess what.At least I have the June hols to slack and catch up.ok.minus the slack.no time.
*sigh* haven't been to softball training in TWO weeks!And that's like...six training sessions!PLUS I've missed TWO matches!AH!!!!!!!I hate being sick!stoopid germs.go away.hmph.

We just learnt the syntax for HyperLink. It was cool.It brightened up my day.Thank God.After that, I rushed off to mom's to get my geog PT. Damned school printers weren't working.Pulled it off.Lost my rubrics.Borrowed and photocopied.PHEW.Haven't even prepared my public speech yet.

You know, come to think of it, I think that this just might be the busiest day of the entire week.WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING STONING IN FRONT OF THE COM.?

~Dunno.

Heheh...

2005-04-03T19:48:00.000-07:00

Heheh...I haven't blogged in such a looooooooonnnnnggggg time muahahahaha.Kk ~that was realli lame hee hee.How quickly time passes...it's already the second term...and I only hae two more weeks to complete my history PT!!!! ahh!!!!!!!! Freakin' out.
I've just been made an SL! Though there are peps and everything, but you feel bad booking people...*sigh* never mind, I'll get used to it...someday.Thankfully, it's only for term 2!! Weeeeeeee... My days of wearing suffocating ties will "soon"
be over!Yayy!!!!!
Worry No. 2:
I realli want to be selected for the softball team THIS YEAR!!!! But (obviously) my skills aren't good enough, and so I HAVE to KEEP ON PRACTISING!!!Yess...I shall strive on...GO!!!! _______

Heheh...

2005-04-03T04:48:00.000-07:00

Yayy!! Haven't been blogging in a looooonnnnggggg while.*haix*No time lar. Sheesh, I guess what they say is true:You'll get more homework with every passing day of your secondary school life.
SO TRUE. I've yet to finish the dumb history PT assigned. Plus, we only have 3 weeks to finish the stoopid thing! I hope the teachers lengthen the deadline, I'm so scared....gonna lose my marbles soon... I also have an unfinished english book review thingy....ahh!!!!!! So much homeworkk!!!! wo3 yao4 si3 le x( .
Worry number 2:
Accepting the role of being an SL means MORE RESPONSIBILITIES!!! Just what I DON'T need at the moment! I might not be up to it...sigh
Worry no.3:
Softball selections are coming up and i'm afraid that I won't be able to make it into the team...
With such a big group theres just so much more competitiveness, and people are bound to be better than others...
Guess the only way I CAN go is to practice and practice and practice till it's a natural thing.
Shan't make myself feel any worse than I already am...Bye!

Muahahahaha

2005-03-23T03:04:00.000-08:00

Hee hee hee I haven't replied in such a looooong time!Weeeeeeeeee ai yah dun noe what to sae leh......
Hey! Know sumthing? this weird thing kept happening to me todae!whenever my elbow was pressed, I had this strange feeling, and i dun think it's the farny bone though it was sumthing more like a vein.......CREEEEEPY
Anywaes, school has started(Ah!!!!! )THe starting of my troubles.sheesh.the first few daes weren't so bad as it was "Learning Journey" Week! We went to the ancient civilisations museam at Empress Place, then on wed. we went to Sun Yat Sen Memorial Hall.It was soooo gory!Pictures depicted scenes of bloodshed, spewed guts(literally) and hacked heads.But it WAS cool .
There was also a caption saeing sumthing lyke: His heart was dug out , because he had tried to assasinate sum officers(though the english isn't as bad as this). co0ol huh?yupies....
ah well... nuthun; more to write. Bye!

Um.....

2005-03-03T04:13:00.000-08:00

Hahas. My second post in, like......what?Three weeks?heehee.Ai yah, too little time, too busy*Haix*which it were the march holidaez.Sheesh.Though school's just as fun n' everything, there's just sooooooo many other activitiies!!!
Gonna die soon!Well, I might as well accept my fate, there must be hundreds of other sec _s who feel like me too!It's ok cos I noe I WILL be able to cope.It's the __________ period wad.
Anywaes what I wanted to sae was........I GOT BOOKED!!!!!Shyt!AH!!!!!!!!!!! I don't actualli blame _____ it was her duty to do so.Got booked bcos i was wearing coloured shoe lace!I totally didn't noe!Well, I shoulda checked and made sure b4 i did ANYTHING .DARN.A least it taught me an important lesson in life , always make sure b4 u put anything into action!I'm gonna cancel that bokking 2molo.On what basis?I WAS taking public transport, but, wasn't wearing my boots with the coloured laces on them!Hope she'll believe me and it's not too late!
WISH ME LUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hi!

2005-02-17T19:43:00.000-08:00

Hi! This is my very first post on this blog so, if u dun find it interesting enough, u noe why! K?
It's the 7th week of school and I'm sooooo enjoying it!Why?Because it's such great school where everyone's so nice and bubbly!My favourite lessons are PE, Speech and Drama, and last but most certainly not least is......Aesthetics!!!!!!!*Weeeeee*
I noe tt most ppl out there dun lyke aesthetics, cos it's mainly abt girly stuff lyke sewing and cooking and blar blar blar. Yeap I noe, I once felt that way too when I w in Primary school, but... not anymore!Cos I've come to realise that sewing can be lotsa fun especially when you receive your finished "masterpiece"Wah! soooo shiok!hahas yup that's how I feel.But good things nvr last long, we only get to do it for 10 weeks......WAAAAAAAA feel lyke crying*Haix* so sad, but, nvr mind cos, I'll make the best use of the time I have with my beloved sewing machine. hahas.We just finished making our denim pouch, our PT right after the one where we make an old fashioned pot holder.Now, our new PT is.... making a sling bag!!!!!!!*weeeee* Now, that's the one and only project where we get freedom! freedom to do/decorate with ANY material that we want to on it!
cool huh.yeap, well, of course, I was too lazt to fing the materials so, I siphoned of my fwenz ones hahasI'm such a big meanie. : )well, that's one of the reasons why I like my school! Fwenz are so good to me!I ended up using _____'s lace and I intend to further decorate it using_____'s sequins
.Ok, that's pretty much all I want to say about aesthetics.

Chapter Two

This one's about PE!!!!!Our teacher is Miss _________ ___ she's such a great teacher! For this module we would be doing gym! So fun! Over the past few weeks, we got to jump on trampolines, do interesting rolls and of course HAVE FUN!!!!!!!
Wanna noe something?I'm one of the ____ students in PE class!Yay!I managed to do a straddle over the stacked up thingys, but I was scared to try the flip over it *Haix* but, nvr mind i will do it!and i will be the best!Muahahahahahahahahah(evil laughter)heehee

Chapter three

What's left on the list is....... yes! You got it ! it's Speech and Drama!!!!!!!!In S & D lessons we learn about how we should present ourselves on stage. Our teacher, Mr____ _________ is also our literature teacher!!!!! Would you believe that!(of course you would, wouldn't you?)He's ______ and he's sooooo taaaaaaallllll and he has a moustache lyke that of the mayor in the power puff girls haha On the second lesson, we played "What's the time Mr Wolf" with us, (the sudents) as the dumb sheep (as he called them) and he as the sly and cunning wolf. The place of safety would be the stage blk . It was tremendous fun! I totally enjoyed myself. Another reason why I like it is because.... there's hardly and homework! Isn't that great?

This is the section of my post where i say dumb the

I'm such a DUMB and LAME person but of course I dun mind, nope! Not at all!I dun even noe who my angel is yet, and almost everyone's writing to:xxxxxx while I'm writing" To: _______'s angel"
hahas but it's ok knowing my angel would take the fun out of it! Keeps you in suspense heehee
I always ask lame things like" Do you think _____(a girl) is shuai? cos i think she's chio"~That's so lame!
I don't know why but ppl like to say that I'm cut o_0 I'm lyke... huh?I'm cute?(if only a boy would sae that~lame)
Oops! Run out of things to sae oredi cya soon!(If I've actually got spare time)

Last Words: The names of the ppl around me and myself have been kept anonymous for private reasons(hahas~I'm LAME)

School...don't know what to say

Throughly Confused

SIGH.

lots.of.@#$%$^%$#^*^&&^%@#!!!%$*%^$* HOMEWORK!!!!

...sad...

STAGNANT

Bleagh.

AH.Epitaxy.whatever that is.

Heheh...

Heheh...

Muahahahaha

Um.....

Hi!

lots.of.@#$%$^%$#^^&&^%@#!!!%$%^$* HOMEWORK!!!!